A shopkeeper's conversation was one of the most dry varieties. It was meant to be meaningless, and yet it was necessary to warm the the shop and provide a sense of life—of distraction. The eyes would not wander the cobwebs or the chipped pottery that had broken. Rather, they would settle upon a simple, helpful face. These neutral nothings formed the harmony to the melody of service, and Belfast found himself at ease when the song went as it was meant to.
"Is lady Roisin busy today?"
"Yes, I have come in her place."
"Wish her well for me!"
"Will do"
"Do you prefer her over me?"
Belfast stopped, momentarily stunned by the sudden question. It was confrontational by nature, and yet the girl's face remained neutral. Or, as neutral as one with such sad features could appear. With pale eyes and eyes smudged with black, she looked like someone who was perpetually crying. He felt his heart tighten just looking at her, and yet he was simultaneously bewildered.
“Consider my question a force of habit, we don't get new faces here often,” he offered with a placid smile and a silent prayer that she would accept it.
As she walked the shelves, their conversation diverted, Belfast quieted the urge to follower her. He stepped around the crumbling counter that separated them, but tried his best to not shadow her too closely. Granted, he would not be alarmed if she stole a bundle of herbs and made off with them. She filled the air with one of disquiet, and he was struggling to grasp which role he played in her game.
“Herbs of all kinds are sold here,” he began with a slow glance at the various rickety, rotten shelves. “Most with healing properties, although even that could be debated.” His gaze lingered on the bundle of poppy seeds poorly arranged in a scrap of salvaged fabric. “Even when we think we're helping, who knows what we're hurting. Something that soothes the mind can damage the heart, or disturb the stomach. It's not as exact a science as everyone would like it to be.” But that was the nature of mortals playing god. Uncertainty came with the territory.
At her question and sudden, rapt attention, Belfast felt frozen. It was as if glass grew around him, trapping him there within a terrarium of her own design.
But rather than stay perturbed for long, he cast another lingering glance at the poppies. Then back at her. “I don't have a favorite,” he answered. “They all have their uses—and they all wilt and become bone dry after awhile.” Stepping next to her, he did motion to one bundle on the wall.
“But I suppose the mint leaves are soothing. A simple cure all, one often overlooked by stronger herbs.”
“my sin, my soul.”