With her long, wiry legs, lean body, and deep chest, it is apparent Nyx is built more for more speed, agility, and acrobatics than for brute force and tanking, but the robust musculature of her neck and jaws grants her a bite which more than makes up for her lack of bulk. While lanky and slim, she certainly isn't lacking in muscle and her dense coat helps to fill her out a little more and makes her seem brawnier than she really is.
She carries herself very well — head always held high with an unwavering gaze and a stable stance, oozing confidence. She is a trained warrior coming from nobility — she was the diadochos of her home state, or the 'prince' as she typically translates it — and this proud background is apparent by her posture, demeanor, and the way she struts.
Every wolf of her noble lineage possesses fur of a deep midnight black, as if cloaked by the night itself, and Nyx is no exception to that rule. In fact, her pelt is especially Stygian, even among her relatives, and holds a cool, bluish undertone that's especially noticeable in the sunlight. It darkens further on her underside, legs, face, and ears, and some greys scantly mark her ruff, back, cheeks, tail, and thighs, with a lighter shade of grey highlighting the sides of her neck and the edge of her cape.
As suggested before, her fur is very thick, shaggy, and wild, especially in the wintertime. Her mane and cape are particularly pronounced with a ruffled appearance. Along her spine, the fur is especially unkempt, giving the appearance of always having her hackles raised. Despite the rough, messy appearance of her fur, it's actually quite well-kept and softer than one would expect.
In addition to being tall and fit, she is rather attractively featured, more handsome than beautiful. She has a chiseled profile and large, high-set ears similar to that of a bat. But what truly steals the show are her eyes — intensely silver like the full moon on the blackest night and lined by dark, lush lashes. They're distinctively sharp-edged, piercing like a knife, and always alert, watching, analyzing.
LANGUAGE & SPEECH: A native speaker of Greek, both modern and ancient (refers to the languages as Elliniká) — most of her speech is modern with some occasional archaic vocabulary, while the ancient speech is primarily reserved for rituals and prayer. Is fluent in English for she was tutored in it from a very young age. These things are expected of princes, of course.She speaks with a noticeable accent which brings a certain exotic purr and lilt to her words... it is most apparent on certain sounds: her Rs are rolled, her Bs soften to Vs, she struggles with the 'ch' and 'sh' sounds (which often end up turning into 'ts' and 'ss' respectively), as well as the “zh” and “j” sounds (pronounced “z” and “dz”).
Her voice is low with a smoky quality to it. She speaks calmly and clearly with little inflection, rarely raising her voice or getting too worked up. Speech is formal, refined and eloquent, almost a bit pendantic, but doesn't shy away from swearing.
(Brief note on language: Nyx pronounces the "eu" dipthong in Greek like "ef" — e.g. she would pronounce Zeus like "Zefs", and her clan's epithet is pronounced "Nyktereftis".)
Nyx is a very devoutly religious and spiritual woman. She believes in Gods, in fate, in the afterlife, and in the power of magick and will. There are a great many Gods she recognizes, as a Hellenic pagan, but her beliefs are atypical of most Hellenes, for she was born and raised in an Orphic cult.
Her beliefs may seem strange or downright fantastical to others, but Nyx is fully convicted in her beliefs, her faith unwavering.
She is nothing if not driven and determined. Nyx doesn't know what it means to give up, having had it drilled into her head from day one that a true wolf never backs down and never bends their knee, especially not a wolf of her pedigree. She'll be the first one to admit she's goddamn stubborn and almost too prideful for her own good, but giving in's never gotten her what she wanted. When she wants something, she'll chase it, and if she believes something, she'll fight for it, and you better not get in her way or she will do everything in her power to crush you.
Nyx can be ruthless, to say the least, typically regarding other creatures with a certain cold fascination, never minding death or violence, and having no issue with exerting force if she feels the urge. She doesn't typically go out of her way to terrorize and murder the weak, only because she hunts and fights for the challenge and glory while there is very little satisfaction to be had in killing some weakling that could have died just as easily by the elements.
However, if she is given a reason, she will not hesitate to dish out punishment and will do it with sadistic pleasure. She lives for a good rush and she finds it easily in battle. There is something terribly addicting about spilling blood and she thinks she is made for it, that it is her divine purpose to fight, hunt, and kill. After all, she is a hunter, a true predator, under the guidance of Artemis herself. Wolves like herself are made to fill the Underworld with souls. Who is she to deny her purpose?
And yet, she can prove herself much more soft-hearted than she typically lets on, when faced with the few things that earn her sympathy — for instance, she feels a natural protective urge towards other women and girls, and is much more likely to go out of her way to be kind towards them. Upon first meeting, Nyx has a calm, cool, confident way about her. Always relaxed, always in control, and often with a crooked smirk on her face. While smooth-speaking and eloquent with a great love for conversation, she has little interest in beating around the bush. She likes to cut straight through to the heart of the matter and delve deeper into much more stimulating subjects. There are so much more interesting things to talk about than the weather.
Talk to her about your dreams, your homeland, your culture, your politics. Talk to her about love, hate, religion, death, and what comes after. She always loves to listen and does so attentively, genuinely.
Perhaps one of her greatest assets is her intuition and observant nature. Nyx is always paying attention to her surroundings and has a keen eye for wolves in particular — she can read others like a book, noting each subtle shift in expression and demeanor. Combined with her strong instincts and analytical abilities, she sees right through the fronts wolves typically present.
While rather morally ambiguous, she adheres to a strict set of standards defined by the values of integrity, valor, tenacity, and loyalty. To those that manage to earn her confidence, she is a true ally and will loyally stand by them and take their side always. She champions the people she cares for and will do whatever it takes to see them safe and happy, sometimes even to her own detriment. If you can get underneath that thick, prickly armor, you'll come to find a sensitive, loving soul that is so vehemently passionate about the things which manage to light the fire in her. Not everything is worthy of such strong emotion, but when she finds something that captures her heart and soul, she dives in deep and engulfs herself in it.
Even when her passion is directed towards something positive, like a lover or the arts or the Gods or a good cause, she can easily drown in it, becoming obsessive and destructive both to herself and her surroundings. This aspect is multiplied when her obsessive tendencies are negatively focused, such as when she pursues vengeance. Nyx is a firm believer in serving justice against those who do wrong. She rarely forgives and never forgets — she doesn't expect perfection from others, but Nyx will not let anyone walk all over her without facing the consequences.
ASTROLOGICAL SIGN: Scorpio Sun, Leo Rising, Leo Moon.
TEMPERAMENT: Choleric.
MYER-BRIGGS TYPE INDICATOR: INFJ.
PLAYLIST
Nyx still recalls the sight of her mother with blood spilled down her face, teeth half-bared and stained red, breathing heavily and standing on top of her grandfather's body. She remembers the way she glared down at the crowd that looked on in stunned silence, before they began to hail her as their new ruler. Perhaps, if she were an outsider, she would have been met with more resistance, but as a member of clan Orpheides, it was her right to challenge her elder.
Shortly after that night, Nemesis took Nyx under her wing, deeming her the new diadochos and dedicating all her attention to her. She remained distant with her sons, for the most part.
Zelos had no interest in Nyx from day one, for she was a daughter and thus unworthy of his time. Unfortunately, his patriarchal worldview was not at all unique to him, but something ingrained into their culture, as Nyx would grow to understand. So Nyx continued to have no association with Zelos and always held a resentment for him, and she knew her mother hated him too, very deeply, and would say he was an evil son of a bitch and to stay far away from him. She said he was the kind of man who may wear a smile and look friendly, but that one should never judge a mountain for its face. Look deeper and trust your instincts, Nemesis would advise.
Not one to doubt her mother's judgement and having felt the man's dark aura for herself, Nyx would avoid him.
But it all brought her extremely close to her mother, who she would spend the majority of her time with, who she would cuddle near during the nights, who would teach her so many things that stuck with her on a more personal level than tales of glory and conquest. Nemesis was the strongest wolf she knew with such a commanding presence. She was harsh yet calm and rational, a no-nonsense type of woman. While she was strict, she was always honest with Nyx and tried to be fair with her, and tried to show her love even if it did not come naturally to her. Nyx admired her more than anyone.
It was the first time she tasted a wolf's blood that was not her own. They brought the wolf to his knees together, and Nemesis commanded her young daughter to finish him off. She hesitated at first, and hesitated again as she clamped her jaws around the wolf's throat, but she did it. She felt deeply disturbed when she looked to the body at her feet, hardly able to grasp what she had done, but her mother praised her for it and told her not to feel sorry for him. It was the natural consequence of his actions. His own foolishness, his own arrogance is what led him to his fate. It is their role to punish wolves like these, to hunt them and send them to the next life.
"If he was this weak, to die at the jaws of a cub, he was not meant for this world anyway," her mother had told her then.
The rulers of Orphne were not ones to simply sit on the throne and do nothing. They were active leaders, who joined in the battles for their people and their state. So Nyx would fight, just like her mother would, and she learned very much about combat, how to command an army, how to strategize, and how to plan for the next battle, though the fighting tended to make her more violent than what the other cubs were used to.
Late at night, she was with her mother, and her mother revealed to her a lot of hard truths about this world. "Do you remember your grandfather?" Nemesis had led with, knowing Nyx was very young still when he died. But Nyx remembered him well, for his death was one of the most vivid of her early memories. It was time now, for Nemesis to explain why her actions were necessary.
The more Nemesis spoke, the more Nyx was convinced it was the right thing to do, that it was what had to be done. Nemesis described his death as a necessary means to an end. This state needed change and reform and Nemesis knew exactly how things needed to change, how to break free from the chains imposed on her and her fellow woman, how to make things better. Nemesis did not hate Aidoneus, though the childhood he had given her was harder than anything Nyx had known and he never really did show his daughter love, but she admitted it was much easier to do what needed to be done, for it was he who set her up with Zelos while disregarding her protests and discomfort.
He believed and insisted she and Zelos would come to love each other, but that was never the case. Instead, Zelos forced himself on her during her first heat and she had no choice but to bear his cubs, when she had never wanted motherhood especially not at such a young age. This is why Nemesis hated him, and why she always warned Nyx to stay away. Aidoneus never came to know the truth and surely this was never what he wanted for his daughter, but... with the role he played in this, Nemesis couldn't trust that he'd believe her or defend her honor.
She never really loved or believed in her father the same after that, and so she could kill him with little remorse. The only reason she didn't take out Zelos too is because it's a lot harder to cover up two murders than one and the death of Aidoneus would benefit her more.
It was all so much to take in for the young Nyx and she almost couldn't believe it at first but Nemesis never once lied to her about anything. She was always so honest, brutally so, and never shielded her daughter from the harsh reality. That night, Nemesis had even told Nyx that one day, she may come to kill her too... it was unthinkable. Nyx could never imagine taking her own fangs to Nemesis with killing intent.
Is it true the ends justify the means? If Nemesis had never done this, Nyx can't imagine what her life would have been like, or a life where the women were only valued as wives and mothers and huntresses, with a few serving as priestesses of Artemis. The more Nyx thought about it, the more she decided her mother was right to do what she did, the more she adopted this mindset.
Nemesis told her that it was fate things worked out this way, anyway.
But the worst loss was the capture of her mother. Nemesis was defeated as she was swarmed by a quartet of warriors, including the general of the Pyrrhic army. They would not kill her on the spot, but subdue her and drag her away by force so that they could execute her before their Emperor. Just like that, Orphne was conquered, its proud dynasty taken down with Nyx utterly powerless to do anything about it.
She knew he had something to do with her pack's downfall.
In his eyes, the Empire was bound to wind this conflict eventually. They were bigger than Orphne and had more resources. Perhaps Orphne trained its warriors better, but their people did not have all of the backups and allies the Empire did. The difference was apparent just in the lifestyles wolves of each faction lived: every man in Orphne had to serve and fight, and now even the women fight, and sometimes even children. They had to train hard and brutally day in and day out and keep a constant, vigilant eye out, even the normal commoners.
But in the Empire, not every wolf had to fight and most lived peacefully, in fact. Some weren't even aware there was any fighting going on at all. With his role as a hierophant and a diplomat, he'd travel out and see these things and that was how he knew the Empire had a massive advantage. Perhaps Orphne could have fought them off long enough that the Empire decided it was no longer worth it, but he couldn't deny the likelihood of the Pyrrhic Empire taking over.
In that case, he might as well ensure a good place for himself and, by proxy, his sons. And so he cut a deal with the Empire. Information and assistance, in exchange for allowing him the role of Baron. Nyx would not hear any more of it and in a rage, launched herself at him, jaws aimed right for his face. She tore his muzzle wide open, the blood flowing out like a river, and so their violent struggle began. Zelos was old and past his prime and was not a warrior for years, while Nyx was young, strong, and forged in the flames of battle. He did not stand a chance, but the Pyrrhic Empire did not recognize the old ways.
She sat on the throne peacefully for just two weeks, gathered up her wolves and killed each one of the Empire's generals stationed in her land. However, she knew that would not be the end of it. Her reign came to a swift end when the Empire came to check on its new territory, for it was odd they'd received no messages over the past fortnight.
Orphne will not be conquered, she said, and its rule belongs to the Orpheides. This was her domain. Her birthright. They will not take away her people's freedom.
She and her wolves slaughtered most of those who'd come to check in, but a few escaped. They returned home and returned in a few days with a militia. Her forces were still weakened immensely from the recent war, and so they barely stood a chance. They captured Nyx, with intentions of putting her on trial.
However, she managed to escape before they could bring her to their capital.
So she turned away from the cliff's ledge and set out on her journey. There had to be some reason she was cast away like this. The Gods had to have had a plan for her. She just needs to figure out what it is.