He should've found her sooner. He knew that. When the college rippled with rumors and whispers and fear and derision, he should've gone to her first thing. Asked her what happened. He shouldn't have poked around for more information, shouldn't have eavesdropped on hushed conversations about the grisly guessed details, shouldn't have sent himself out on an herb-collecting mission just to avoid it all.
He should've had more faith. He should've been a better friend. He knew all this, and the guilt weight heavily on him.
He came across her scent by accident. The rain saturated her fragrance, causing the floral notes of her perfume to become even more colorful. He stopped and hesitated, something swelling within him. She had been there for him when he needed someone. But you didn't kill anyone, his mind whispered harshly. His brows furrowed and with frustration at himself he turned resolutely in the direction of her scent.
He found her sitting out in the rain, apparently uncaring that she was getting soaked. The man stopped, staring at her back; she apparently heard him and sent a glance briefly his way. "... Hey." she said, and the subdued note of her voice pulled desperately at his heart. Guilt and sympathy and fear curdled in his stomach-- he swallowed it all down.
"Hey," he replied gingerly, voice soft and husky. Slowly he came to her side and sat down, allowing his gaze to follow where hers were resolutely staring. He felt unsure, and he felt awkward -- and feeling this uncomfortable around his childhood friend was perhaps the worst part of it all. "Are you okay?" It was a dumb question, but he truly didn't know what else to ask. Did you do it? Why? What happened? all seemed too brash to just spit out. He blinked, dark lashes covering his eyes briefly before his gaze moved to her and remained on her face. "Echo..? he prompted, voice even more ginger than before.